in my recent years I always thought I never had a specific “type” but I’ve now come to the realization that my type is: IDIOT
like I seriously I’m only ever attracted to fucking asshole idiots at first I thought i was unlucky or just settling but its become a freaking streak holy hell I don’t know what my deal is
Honestly I just miss your crazy ass and wanted to tell you that it's basically because of you that I like to smoke nowadays. Thank you! Buuuut I do have a few questions (also I'm procrastinating): 1. How can I step out of my shell enough to become friends with a guy I'm unbearably attracted to? 2. Can you help me figure out why I've lost my lust for life? Is that normal? Or just college?
HAHAHA why would you write this anonymously? I miss you too and you’re welcome I guess that’s a good thing since I pretty much changed your life for the better;) hehe jk
1. That’s a pretty vague question. I wish I knew who this was so my answer could be more personal and fit to your actual personality. :/ Oh well.. honestly, I’d say you have to ask yourself how much you like/are attracted to this guy. You say the attraction is unbearable, so you’re just gonna have to suck it up and make moves. Start by utilizing your social networking tools, add him on facebook, like his pictures, stalk him a little.. haha no harm in that. Make your presence known so he can know you exist! duhh Try that then come back and tell me how that goes and we will go from there.
2. Ahhh when I was in high school I read an article called “The Big Wait” or something and it was about the period from high school up until you graduate college pretty much.. otherwise known as the big wait and basically what that is, is a long period of time where teens feel like what they have so long until school and their education will pay off and they’re pretty much just exhausted with the whole idea and just over it and life because its so boring because when you think about it as one big chunk from high school to college graduation (8+ years) it seems literally like forever and the thought of it will make anyone feel like its almost not even worth it.. BUT IT IS.. i’ve been told time and time again that college is the most fun one will have/experience in their lifetime the only downfall is the actual work, but other than that it has potential to be the best 4+ years of your life and its so true! i’m speaking from experience, so yes i can say this feeling of misery is normal and i’d be a fool to say it isn’t.
I hope that answers your question and I hope you’re doing well, whoever you are! Thanks so much :)
i knew today was going to be a good day when i woke up and wasn’t so tired that i was pissed
i picked up my phone and scrolled through my twitter timeline and found out s club 7 is reuniting this summer and going on tour YESSSSSSSSS like my life used to be s club 7 and i’m so stoked to potentially see them and obviously get all of their new music
i made it to class only 5 minutes late, took a group pop quiz and was actually useful.. who knew i knew so much about australopithecines, neanderthals and modern day homo sapiens..
i used the quiz to fill out my study guide charts that i was scared i wasn’t gonna be able to do wahooo
after that i made it to lunch with my friend then to two more classes one of which was philosophy, a class that i hate solely because we have to do so much reading.. my professor enforces this calling on different students at random to answer questions on the readings that were expected to be read prior to that class , of course i didn’t read the night before and lucky marcus didn’t get called on all class :)
after all that fun i was walking back to my dorm and i called my mom and she told me she put money in my account wahoooo yes i love today
like i’m sure none of you guys care, but i’m having such a good day that i wanted to write it down :) i guess for myself so i’ll never forget my good days