i haven’t been genuinely happy in what seems like so long, aside from the occasional spurts of joy that happen upon my summer days, i can honestly say i spend a majority of my time searching for perpetual happiness; hopefully the void in my life will be filled in the near future, because i don’t know how much longer i can handle the hoovering cloud of uncertainty that seemingly lingers over me 

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i think its time to officially reevaluate my life and the people in it

retrouvaillles:

I literally never know what the hell I’m doing with myself.